May Updates

at the blink of an eye, it’s May already.
it’s been 6 months since i ORD-ed, 4+ months since i started working.

over the course of 4+ months that i worked,
i’ve actually transferred department 3 times across 3 departments
and probably 1 of the few rare temp staff who does so. haha
Hopefully that helps with more things to write in my resume. LOL

Also, i made an attempt on IPPT last month
which as i expected, failed. =\
for the month after, i did tried training up by going for more runs and workouts
but seems like still no improvements.
looks like i really need to start booking IPT before it turns into 20 RTs
and probably alone. can’t seems to find any accompany. hai.
SIAN.

in another few months, school is going to start.
which goes all the way back to 3, 4 years back
when i didn’t do well enough for my A-Levels the first time round
and went through the trouble to disrupt NS just to go back to school
to repeat JC2 and retake the papers again.
I did better the second round and i’m glad i did.
However, things didn’t just end as that.
When i was still halfway through NS, i see my friends ORD-ing one by one
and now that i’m finally going to enrol into uni,
i see my female friends graduating.
Well, after experiencing 2 years of NS, few months of working life
and now that i’m finally going to university,
i can’t help but think
whether the 3 years of hard work that i took for A-level is worth it?
I know i know, i definitely need to get a degree
considering that i still didn’t managed to get a full A-Level passed
but going back to studies just seems so not appealing.
Not to talk back the finance and all that needs to be taken care of.
Hai.

Well, besides all that,
things hasn’t really been going smoothly for me these days.
So let me quote my BMT company 2IC’s words
”Shit happens in life. Be a man and suck it up.”