Second Week Gone

I supposed my studying mood is more or less back
and i've somewhat got back on track for lessons.
The pace at school is still quite slow and easy.
Normal lectures and tutorials, topic after topic.
Not yet reach the crazy insane pressing period.

But still
occasionally
i do have the 'What the fuck am i doing here' kind of feeling.
I know, i know.
Since i'm back at school repeating my A-Levels
for 2 weeks already some more
i shouldn't be thinking of that.
But it's just feel sucks to be doing all these shit again.

Like many others out there,
i'm also waiting for my letter from NTU.
Hopefully (and praying hard) that NTU will accept me.
Then may be i can be less worried.
What to do. Wait la uh.

Thinking back,
i'm actually quite satisfied with my A-Levels results.
Compare that with my prelims results,
which is DSU/SS.
And i managed to get a CCC/BS.
That's quite a big jump you know.
From failing chemistry and maths to C grades,
not bad you know.
At most, it's physics that disappoints a bit.
I was hoping for a B, at least.
Oh, and the most unexpected one.
H1 Economics, a B grade.
Wa. Never had i scored better than a E for exams lah
and i actually got a B for A-levels.
Ya lah, satisfied with my own results is one thing
but coming back to reality,
these results are not good enough to enter a local Uni.

You see,
the subject that i put so much effort (GP) failed
but the one that i kind of heck care (Econs) scored well.
Who said hard work produce good results uh.
What consistent work,
what put in your best effort in every work you do
All bullshit.
Not true at all lah.

Oh, i supposed the April batch of guys are enlisting next week.
Enjoy uh.