First Bookout

Yay. Still surviving after the first 2 weeks.
They call it the adjustment period
but more commonly known to us as confinement period.
HAHA.

Life in NS is so far so good.
Things i were worrying wasn't really much of a problem.
Instead, it's always the last minute crap
that pop out in the middle of nowhere that is the problem.
But in general, still can cope lah uh.

Needless to say, the 2 weeks there are
physically tiring, exhausting and totally shag.
Each day felt like so long,
2 weeks felt like 2 years,
bookout felt like i'm ORD-ing.
Haha. Really lah! Everyday seems like sooooo long.

Not that i'm complaining that life in NS is no good,
in fact it was quite all right (up to now, at least).

As for my results issued 2 weeks ago,
I have gotten a CCC/B with GP a S grade, which is fail grade.
If you are not a A-Level student,
you might thought that it's quite good to get Cs
but in actual fact, C is considerably a average poor grade.
Anything below C give no chance for anybody to enter local university.

Anyway, in my case
i failed my GP, which already make it hard to enter university
and the rest of my grades are just too average,
which make it even harder.
If only i passed my GP, along with the CCC/B
i might still stand a little bits of chance
to enter the lower end of the university courses.
Unfortunately, that's not the case for me.

AND SO
i'm in the process of disrupting my NS to repeat J2.
The school has approved my application
now just waiting for approval from the MINDEF's side
and all the administrative work to be done,
which will take quite a few days.

In anyway, life ahead is going to be tough.
It's like i have to undergo the whole process of A-Level shit again
and thereafter, continue my NS in new environment & people.
I mean they can't possibly put my back in the
same company/place after missing months of trainings and lessons.

Oh well, i still have got stuff to do now
Shall update you guys more when i come back next weekend.